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Tuesday, 30 September 2008

Massue and purpose.

Was in horrible shape today. Had fever and could not do my duties for the sunday service. Felt dizzy and weak the whole day, and had to prepare for MASSUE! Gosh, had no idea how i pulled it off.

Its over, thats for sure, phew..

By the way, there's some hot chics in the gathering!! Wont go into details.

Had a really deep and meaningful conversation with Robert and Katie again.

It has got to do with, "So, why exactly did you choose to study actuarial science anyway?"

Then i explained, most of my friends are in it because of the financial rewards. The houses and cars and fashion brands that comes with the security of such a job. On the contrary, the VERY IDEA of entering this profession for these reasons is enough to kill me, much lesser in terms to inspire me to study and give my best.

There's a flaw in the philosophy of giving your best at this stage of academics. Its not really like PMR or SPM, or even A levels, where you really give your best IN ORDER to go on to the next level. If i were to keep with that philosophy, i would eventually pursue a Masters or a Phd, then what next??

What exactly do i want to do?

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